Thomas Fuller - "The day gets darkest just before dawn."
2012 has already brought some new changes to my life...
The girl I'm talking to decided it was best to break it off with me. I can't say I wasn't expecting it to happen, but was hoping there would be some way around it.
It all started a couple of days before Christmas. We had gone to her place like always to exchange gifts, but something didn't seem right..... we did everything we normally did, but it seemed like after a while she just didn't want me there anymore. So the next days follow.... even though her mom says I should come visit, she tells me that her parents won't let her have people over; she just so happens to develope a sickness that won't allow her to see people even though I know she's hanging out with her friends; and new years she doesn't want to have anything to do with me. All while she's telling me she misses me and really wants to hangout.....
I can't control the way people feel about me. I realize that. But what I will NOT take is people being dishonest and lying to me. So it doesn't necessarily bother me that she decided to end it, but that she handled the situation like a coward. There is no excuse for that. It became apparent she wanted to party and hangout with her friends so in a sense I already knew it was coming anyway.
Of course i still have feelings for her. She is an AWESOME woman, and I had a great time getting to know her and her family. But this has happened before, and if it ends the same way it did last time, I need to think twice before pursuing her again.
-GP
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