Simone de Beauvoir - "Change your life today. Don't gamble on the future, act now, without delay."
The past few months have been pprrrreeettttyyyyy confusing for me..
Soooo the thing with me and the Hoover girl (last post) had been going off and on for a while. I found that some weekends she'd appear tired of me, and other weekends I'd seem tired of her....so I just haven't been sure on what to do. It's apparent we've both thought about dating, but that might not be in the best view for us. I start talking to her for a little bit and my feelings start swaying in a different direction..
I obviously still have feelings for the Hoover girl, but I can see myself in a better situation talking with the other girl... and of course there's always been something deep down that's liked this girl as well. So we started talking for a little while, and it was great for a couple of days... but I still don't know. I'm not a believer that God will point out who he wants you to date or talk to, but that He will provide you the opportunity or situation. So right now, it's on me and I need to decide who I want to pursue....
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The other indecision in my life is this golf thing. Yeah, I was thinking about the possibility of enrolling at Mississippi State University to basically major in golf, it would be coool, but I don't think that's what I want to do...
I love golf obviously... but some days I just get so tired of it. I want it to always be something I can escape to in a rough tim in my life. I just don't want to invest in a career in something I love, only to get sick of doing it down the road.
And then there's Auburn...
Ever since I was little I've ALWAYS wanted to go to Auburn. I love the campus, how classy the students are (in comparison to Bama especially), all of my friends go there, AU athletics.... I just love Auburn. I've prayed about it before, and I'm still not sure what to do. My career choice might be at Mississippi State, but my happiness points towards going to Auburn.
I of course don't have to make any decision soon, but time is running out...
-GP